and today is one of those times. I do fine, then something sets me off. It can be something like someone asking about it or something completely unrelated. Sometimes it takes a second to hit me, others it takes hours. It's hard and I hate it.
Even though there was nothing I could do about it, it flat out fucking sucks.
Sometimes I'm depressed.
Sometimes I'm pissed.
Sometimes I'm numb.
Sometimes I'm perfectly fine.